Tatz – When You’re Gone
Data: 18 de julho de 2015
Nome: Tatiana Aguiar
Idade: 26
País: Brasil
Detalhes: Apenas um capítulo; sobre Dean and Castiel
Trying to catch up his breath after running down the street like crazy followed by his 2 buddies, Dean Winchester watched Castiel sink in the lake. He was flaring his nostrils; for a couple of seconds he thought he was out of air and a strange feeling of his chest getting tight came up because his world was falling, going down along with Castiel in the middle of the lake.
Bobby and Sam exchanged a few words about what just happened while Dean nodded and agreed, monosyllabic, completely devastated. But something catched up his attention: Cas’ trench coat has been drifting on water next to the trio.
Dean crouched and grabbed the soppy fabric, it was almost like he still could feel the warmth of Cas’ body in his hand. Feeling two pairs of eyes on him, Dean shook his head and exchanged looks with Bobby and Sam.
“You dumb sonovabitch”, he cursed with his voice trembling and a sad smile appeared on his lips. Slowly, Dean folded the fabric that used to wrap up Castiel when a pop rock song popped up in his head.
When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
He gripped the cloth tighter when he finished to fold the trench coat. Crying silently, Dean abandoned the walls which cover his face when something really bad happens. He still could hear his father saying “Nut up, Dean. A grown up man doesn’t cry. You are a soldier. Suck it up! “. Even though, none of this shit belongs to him anymore. Castiel has gone and for good.
I miss you